2: screw purple.

CLOSED FOR GOOD

2005-05-16T14:07:00.000+08:00

before i go.. let me write a last post ya ?

1. PEOPLE LEARN TO CARRY YOUR OWN BURDEN/LOAD/WATEVER..

2. its sad that ur friend bitch abt you, its sadder when ur friendS bitch abt you together.

3. SHARON LOW LEARNT TO WASH THE DISHES. yes housewife in training. :)

4. i quitted the damn waitressing job at Essential Brew @ Holland V cos they made me wash the dishes, 3 big trays of them. and wrking til 2AM simply isnt humane.. (i'll miss the cute guy there ok shh.) DONT GO THERE COS THE SERVICE DAMN BAD. IT IS. shit im gonna get sued..

5. I WANT TO TAKE UP BELLYDANCING. dont laugh.

6. eunice yeo is a horny bitch, me too !

7. thats abt all my angst and rants. good bye..

blogs are difficult to maintain n im sure no-one out there wants to noe so much abt another human. tho i love blogstalking ya. do tag and say bye. :)

shopping sprees isnt just for the barbie dolls.

2005-04-29T23:10:00.000+08:00

bought jeans, tee.

and a super nice belt.

and a discoball ! miniature for the poor thing buttie.

feeling like a women,

sharon

impasse : a road or passage having no exit; a cul-de-sac

2005-04-27T12:42:00.000+08:00

first day at essential brew ytd evening. pretty gd wrking environment. no dissatisfaction so far, certainly no satisfaction yet. :)

but waitressing is shitty cos sharon the low got shaky hands (parkinson's) n LISPS. gawd yes, esp when im nervous. -rolls- colleagues are gd, cooks (frm ITE ?!) is gd, boss seem strict, didnt tok to the cleaner uncle.

stupid tired legs. must pu xue if nt faint frm anemia.

PLEASE DONT PATRONIZE ESSENTIAL BREW. IMA LAZY WAITRESS.
we can go together n terrorize the other waitresses yes please ! (panda)

btw the uniforms a maroon polo tee. and APRON. how sexy aye ? sth like a wraparound long skirt. SEXY I LIKE !

feeling ichthyophobic,

sharon THE low

faux pas : a socially awkward or tactless act

2005-04-25T21:43:00.000+08:00

was thinking of changing blog host.

xanga, blogdrive, livejournal, opendiary, deadjournal (...), diaryland.

anyways,

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v326/sharonish87/mypictures/cam1.jpg

was webcaming with boon ee when she came over. i dont like looking at myself.

grossed out,

sharon

"intellectually stupid"

2005-04-25T00:28:00.000+08:00

peoples :

1. pessimistic, put-themself-down, on-the-dark-side, self pitying, self downgrading, shows zero / -ve self-esteem. wants other to constantly to mend the insecurities to make him / her feel better.

- they tend to overlook the fact tht its annoying others who may be troubled but hiding their insecurities, and there you are, selfishly pouring your (may not be there) insecurities for other to help pick up and mend..

2. attention whore / seeker / despo. its like your world, my world, some stranger's world revolves totally around you. youre the sun, moon, constellations etc. and its *so* all about you, you and.. more you.

- i know some incidents occur tht robs us of attention. but when we mature (yes) theres pple arnd us which we must squeeze in to make each others lifes shared and loved ; applies to friends, family.

3. er.. nth to say.

SO. before anything, im first to admit to being these 2 loathsome annoying irritating type of pple. i must improve. nah it isnt anything personal. :)

-

thanks boonee for buying tht porno notebk for me.

miss the gurlehhhhhhhh. miss ok. damnsifiedy. (panda)

fun time with the wireman boyfriend earning 5x his NS pay. god a girl has to haf her fave things right ?

with joy,

sharon

SEM 2 RESULTS / ORD LO !!!

2005-04-21T10:45:00.000+08:00

ffa & macroecons = AD
biz computing = A+
biz management & written com = A
individual n community = B+
creativity n tinking skills = C

i curse tht blondehaired girl who gave me C.
other than that, im pretty estatic. :)

and..

ORD LO !!! the useless-stupid-brownshit-peers-bad-influence butt is finally ORD-ed.

btw, pretty green+pink skin isnt it. tis wat bored pple do.

smelling the weekends,

sharon

#65 : benchmarked

2005-04-18T11:37:00.000+08:00

hello hello. :)
battered fine.

i sure hope things get better.. or id need to get any "Effective Communication for Couples" books to refer to.
sure i need help too. "Eliminating Anger Outbursts" would do me great.

not very nice to noe tht youre a accident-child right. certain tht theres many out there like me.. but hey, i would like to haf lived. and i thank my father he didnt go ahead and abort me. :<
CONCLUSION = practice safe sex, please. abortions not created by god ; only miscarriages.

AND MY HOLS ARE GETTING MOULDY !
whys everybody busy-ed up ?! guess its only me with no job.. but come on so sad. i have no friends. im so caught up with myself and my self-indulgence pity i forgot to socialize. sigh. big sigh.

GOOD READS
1. anything by Michael Moore if youre Anti-Bush.
2. Daughters of Arabia by Jean P Sasson
3. The True and Outstanding Tales of the Hunt Sisters - Elisabeth Robinson

and im so bloodyfree, pls recommend me nice reads if you read this post. :)

bored-to-blood-cells,

sharon

i am not racist.

2005-04-09T00:15:00.000+08:00

never let your boyfriend / girlfriend mingle around pple of a different race.

eg, dont let your chinese boyfriend mix with a bunch of dumb malays who dont go to school.

eg, dont let your indian boyfriend hang out with chinese cheena girls who idolize lame boybands.

eg, dont let your malay girlfriend near a grp of black indian guys up to no good.

im so not racist, but this is my friendly advice and i mean no harm to racial harmony in singapore. theres something wierd i haf against all races nt just to dumb malays or black indians. i tink most chinese cheena freaks me out everytime.

actually im upset over my chinese boyfriend mixing with his grp of malay guy friends whom always make my boyfriend pay for petrol every "guy's night out". like how obviously miserly n stingy can pple get ? no brains, no money.. wat ? good looks cover up the dumbness ? i tink whoever created singaporeans made chinese to haf nice fair skin but not nice features and malays to haf nice features but of AN INFERIOR SKIN COLOUR. HA HA HA. wait.. then wat abt the indians ? WOOOPS ! :)

im feeling better already. its always sharon extracting laughter frm other's misfortunes. wait im turning cheena.

OUCH

2005-04-03T12:09:00.000+08:00

went down to the job agency n spent less than my travel time there there. fuckit. this isnt a right way to waste pple's time right ? not forgetting the blisters n sores i got frm the damn pair of pointyheels. i will never step foot into pointyheels anymore. im getting pumps ! :) nice comfy pumps i must get !

okays. other than that i hope i get a job so i'll haf $ to stock up.

OK I GET IT NOW : a damn leopard never changes its spots, no matter if we skin it or what. DAMN I SHOULD'VE KNEW. rudeness is instilled into a person. may be born with it or prob learnt it from somewhere. can never get rid of rudeness. girls please try to take it easy tht guys are rude. im trying to relax on that too. :l
this holidays is getting boring already. whrs the playmates gone ?

2 semesters down, 4 to go !

2005-03-31T09:55:00.000+08:00

yeps done-ded with all 3 papers :)
everyone would be darn happy to know they finished a year in poly.
but i just hate it when time passed with such significance.

WHEN WILL I GO HOME ? :(
(its nt like i -really- wanna go home, i just want things to be nice n happy again.)

sharon low is finally going to find a job n get her ass up n cracking ! WHOAAA. like first time working ley. i aim for no job satisfaction n high extrinsic rewards - thts my motivation. overdosed on the biz management revision ya. hoho. :yeah:

oh boy oh boy i cant wait for my results coming out on 21st april. -jitterlys-

bookworming;

Michael Moore - Stupid White Men (and other sorry excuses for the State of Nation)

dee-aye-yee : DIE.

2005-03-28T21:49:00.000+08:00

i dont even want to feel this way.
i am very optimistic.

but i just feel tired, sicked and i could stab myself from the shame.

but i will not die. im too cowardly for that.

and this have to happen when im having my exams.

SCREW YOU ALL.

everything looks perfect from far-away

2005-03-27T00:48:00.000+08:00

everything looks nice warm cosy and stable - yes it does.

but wats going on inside speaks of outrageousness and audacity.

soothe;

the postal service - such great heights

SCREAM : HOT - HOT - HAWTTT !

2005-03-22T20:22:00.000+08:00

both the weather and my life. rising temperatures high high sky highhhhh !

BREATHE IN BREATHE OUT !

DOWN BOY GOTTA KEEP IT DOWN BOYY.

anyhoos. im good and fine havent been updating cos its been sizzling. :)

raman_mishra@hotmail.com - sounds familiar anyone ? some castrated spastic indian child on the streets ? free pple pls add and ask him wats his prob, seems troubled and sad.

other than that, exams is coming. I SHALL MUG MY HEAD OFF.
actually i caught the jitters im so scared and worried.. sigh. i know, good luck sharon you can do it.. but its just me and my aims set too high. i tink i'll break down n cry. and prob cut myself.

buttman saw me on his 5-tonnes today. silly buttie pulling his pants down. oops.

wednesday - midweek blues.

2005-03-16T13:50:00.000+08:00

acute menstrual cramps. :(

is it just me, or is the temperatures been rising high ? cos i gotta admit, im feeling hot nowadays. hot like im a steamed bun radiating heat.

either that or im in heat. nah, mammals in heat dont really feel warm, or do they ?

(wait, isnt menstruation the time of being in heat ? no. right ?)

but im infactuated. yes it'll fade away.. but in the meantime, it really is hard to curb these temptations and resist the appeal. :)

i know you love the way my love is soundin
from over there you can hear my heart poundin
let me swim in and out i'm drownin
forever i be upside down frownin
i love you up town, love you down townin
you could be my woman i could be your main ~~man~~girl
and thats why i sat down and wrote this poem
cause i want the truth to be told

infatuations;

fergie n will.i.am - true

overflowing.of.surplus

2005-03-10T19:25:00.000+08:00

i believe i am in need of medical attention.
psychological and physical.

i think - too damn much..

i think everytime; wake up; walk; eat; travel; bath; waiting; stone; pre-sleep; even SLEEPING.

the worst is when i just wake up and before i sleep. im consicious and im thinking and i cannot push the thoughts outta my mind. it getting annoying, but now its scaring me.

i think about everything; sceneries; advertisements; what-if senarios; guys; girls; conversations; objects; feelings.

as for the SLEEPING part, i dream - too much. almost 5 nights a week i dream.. must be a result of my constant thinking in the day.

i dream abt gd things and bad things; guys; happiness; euphoria; murder-ing; INSECURITY. a huge big heap of INSECURITY dreams. that im somewhere outside and not wearing any shoes. this freaks me out big time.

seriously if i had some credit money i would go see a shrink.
or get anti-depressants drugs or something..

these thoughts are driving me.. crazy.

[trapped] in the routine

2005-02-22T19:11:00.000+08:00

www.gettyimages.com

school home school home school home school home school home weekends weekends.

but im loving it :)
no tsunamis
no earthquakes
no bombings
no nuclear weapons

only school
only homework
only projects
only friends
only family

i have such simple demands in life.

intruded invasion

2005-02-19T13:50:00.000+08:00

room doors locked are meant to be knocked ; not unlocked unsuspectingly.

BLLLLERRRRGHHHHHHHHS.

next time i'll install bolts on my door. you all should, too.

eureka !

2005-02-17T11:41:00.000+08:00

good mornings ! no morning lecture today. goodies :)

and my auntie gave us some freshly baked logcake last night. SANTA CAME BACK ! overdued merry xmas everybody.

HIYA ! i wanna blog but dont noe wat to blog about. bloggers block.

i've been having dreams - wierd, scary, absurd, wild, useless - almost every night.. its getting somewhat tiring. dreaming is a sign of no-good sleep. i need help i tink. and im still afraid of the dark.. my guts stopped growing. -hides behind my skin-

crushes will fade away, right ? crush-ers out there pls be patient, trust me that it will go away after awhile.. and when you look back it'll seem like nothing but a silly lame crush. but i still wonder why some people just haf that glow arnd them tht attracts others like a mosquito-electrocuting machine. (now im contradicting myself.) maybe its their eyes, expression, actions, smell etc. BUT ANYHOOS. crushes =NOT= love. love only develops when thrs a mutual crush-like feeling, and only come about when thrs interaction, communication btw the 2 parties.

ok i dont mean to act like some miss know-it-all. i find it true. its a message to myself too. and i love my buttie.

off to school soon. -jitters-

good things are worth the wait.

2005-02-13T14:07:00.000+08:00

lets wait :

24 hours to valentines

1 month to buttie's bday
11 months for santa to come back

3 years to be twentyone

forever to know ourselves.

hows the nice skin ? (: changing skins such a total waste of time. unless youve got pox and time to kill. happy new rooster skin, eunice.

post no #52 ; hendrix > Queenz > mats&minahs.

2005-02-13T00:13:00.000+08:00

& hookerish 16yearolds
& static music

makes my friday night complete.
(nt forgetting mrs lilia's tongpang home, many thanks.)

blister on my smoothest palm.

2005-02-08T01:09:00.000+08:00

i feel so clean. ((:
after a superclean bath.

shampoo,
facial foam,
dettol shower,
feet scrub.

not forgetting i brushed my teeth before that.

wat an accomplishmental feat.

my today
- shall we dance-d with eunice at westmall.
- went bp. borrow The Complete Idiots' Guide to: Learning Spanish, bought bra at minoshe where lois was at too, a hairband cos mine vanished.
- gave buttieMum almond cookies frm my mum.. hoohoo.
- n they gave me cashew nuts + mandarins in return ! :D
- my mum sms-ed buttie cos it was running late.. haha cool smsing wif his bo-mu.
- it was such a lovely day. but 1thing thts browning (im nt being racist to brown/black coloured things here. im nt.) my day is the horrendous mouldy after-fire STINK.

goodnighteys.

things you said = things you'd never do/did

2005-02-04T15:22:00.000+08:00

learning the meaning of empty promises,
growing numb of breaking hearts,
letting go of watever thought was true.

soon there wont be any more of these.
soon the barrier tht accumulates will cover me.
hiding behind new masks, new fronts.
- there will be no more hurting
- there will be no more hurting
- there, i will be safe.

this tale has no perfect ending.
a fool makes the same mistakes,
no. dont believe in "fools in love".

but i still do not understand..
maybe i should, now.
association is not causation ?
i lost hope. im getting away.

you made me do it.

and it just keeps getting better. worse. better. worse.

2005-02-03T13:31:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey !

im finally over n done wif the common testes ! ((: the papers were quite alrighteys ! cept i made some careless mistakes. >: its 1 of those you did correct but tot it was wrong n changed it n its wrong. -slaps pantat- anyhoos, wats the pt of crying over spilt milk. whoopppi wheres my the As ? lol not again..

so its holidays frm now, and the whole of next week !!! REJOYCE ! COCK-A-DOO-DAR-DOO - to hail the Rooster year ! ang pows & awkward relatives time again ! its really such a pity i dont haf cousins my age. all either babies or old ahpeks. too bad. thts why i love all my frens. eh. yes (: was planning to get a oriental-themed top to go bai nian.. but.. prob will chuck it away so no waste $$. tee+jeans will do ya ?

anybody free to go shopping with me, seriously ? im desperate for shoppermamas. well i dont mind sugerdaddies. ehhh. hehheh. oh i missed the 1st episode of Desperate Housewives. >: lol horny show, i like..

satu duer satu duer. en jok en jok. jiom jiom. lol, go ask any malays to translate. this i learnt frm poor buttie. see at least he knows malay. this is self-confort, btw. jk. jk la i love my buttie... right ? ( ._.) (._. ) ('-' ) ( '-') hmmms. he still got 3 months to ORDD LOOOOHH ! hiaks. army guys.

hmmmm. i wanna watch shall we dance ? eunice yeo ? :D

OMG IM 18+5days. n my skin is getting baddd. fuck la. hahaha.. must be all the cursings. wait. this entry is so ME. "like the world revolves around me.." quoted frm eunice yeo. lol i rmb. hush hush n pls keep clear. the ground might shake. dont touch our belongings or.. or your balls will drop off. one by one. grrrls. lol those were the days man ! teng teng sheep teng teng sheep. eunice yeo ! im gonna learn SPANISH you know. BE jealous. -nods- lol.

align right;

the postal service - sleeping in

venting\grounds\4the\disgruntled\lover

2005-01-30T13:30:00.000+08:00

darling darling
i did not mean to fret
on the 14th anniversary;

but you went to meet her
unknown to me;
did you plan to keep a secret,
or did i expose of unworldy sins ?

never once i used work as an excuse
to make this love subside;
never twice i alleged you
for shadowing my route ahead;

i hold true to my words.
my memory selects the best we had,
for wats life if i hold on to the bad ?

i love you, and you're the one i'll always miss.

even if you pinch me, elbow me, step on me.
but you'd better stop the bullying,
before my vengeance eats up the love.

i love my buttiepeng
29.11.04 - 29.01.05
and it continues..

Day:Saturday. Occasion:Birthday.

2005-01-29T01:00:00.000+08:00

www.gettyimages.com

children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
and they feel the way that every child should
sit and listen, sit and listen

happy 18th birthday, sharon. ((:
no cakes (yet), no cards (yet), no nothings. awww, nopes i shant be being emo-ed on my annual growing-old-n-wrinkly day. -all smiles to myself- how often does a birthday comes along ?

lets get foxy n write a bday wishlist ON my bday itself so noone can get me anything.
1. donnie darko vcd/dvd
2. burnt cd compilation of all songs dirty n sensual. yea. psst.
3. slimming pills / meal replacements / expressions jeanyip slimming. yes serious !
4. VIBRATOR. SEXTOYS. YES I WANT IT.
5. money. cash. coins. currencies. moolah. dough. bill. or a sugardaddy minus the hankypanky.
6. prolonged happiness, euphoria, rhapsody, bliss, calmness n everything nice.
7. n i'd better stop foxing larrhhs.

i've got a beady grape coinpurse frm my mum. happy birthday mum yesterday. its always good to haf bdays just the next day to someone else. no excuse nt to share the bday cake. :\ but im alright wif it, afterall its my mum. (:

wats my bday resolutions ? since i didnt make a newyear resolution.
> i'll strive to be a better me. generous, honest, sincere, openminded, un-vengeful, humble, naive, focus on the gd side of fellow humans, optimistic, helpful, reasonable etc etc..
> shd start being independent n stop being afraid of the dark. :$
> planting the roots of my amusement on something else other than wierd people arnd me.
> believe in retribution. wats goes around comes around yes ? karma.
> realize that the world goes by if i sit n watch. get my lazy arse up.
> start doting on my obedient hubby n his darn attitude.
> of cos. tis a classic - cherish those arnd me. (:
> curb my unworldy evil temptations. ohh this lies in the deep dark part of me. hehheh.
> yes the list goes on n on..

5 people happybirthday-ed;

tis entry getting longer aye ? -slaps pantat- cos it my bday wat. oh boy, im 18 im old la. old vomen wearing a saree walking down little vindia ? i love my Lilliarhhs n i cannot lie thru my teeth. its cool hanging out wif a primary sch mate 5 years later altogether. yes i agree tht as u get older pple get meaner n less honest. so im glad tht i own a bestfren called Lilia. ((((: foxtrot ? scouting for cute/wierd/shrek/funny peoples again ? my luckiest blessings to you n munkie.

yawns, spent an hour blogging already.. wat a loserway to spend my first hour of bday. well butties out riding again. wth >: hes up wif fishing n riding, riding n fishing. my boyfriend is the coolest - and cutest. aiyayaaai ! -squeals-

happybirthday;

happybirthday - to me

four days to eighteen.

2005-01-25T14:08:00.000+08:00

old old, i feel so old
grow my wrinkles, out they come
eighteen freaks the child outta
n all things grown-up shall come my way.

why, pls push tht tick-tock back.

oh wells, no time for complaining. ): ITS HERE AT LAST ! -in four days tht is. how am i gonna celebrate the big 18 i hear ?
i do wish for presents galore, happiness to fall n i'll welcome the chinese new year.
DID YOU KNOW ? i was born on the first day of the new year back in 1987.
i dont tink its of any good luck or good fengshui. i tink im a pretty average-lousy person up to date.

shake, shake shake shake tht ass girl.

wats d plan, ms purple mama ?
towning wif the purple turtle on tuesday-halfpriced-waffles-day. i grow cheapo, slap me 1 more time 1 more.

shake;
50 cent - disco inferno

DONNIE DARKO

2005-01-22T14:25:00.000+08:00

http://us.imdb.com/title/tt0246578/

try www.donniedarko.com i still cant figure it out. thrs help though.
i wanna get donnie darko vcd/dvd any1 help ? -turns into a giant rabbit- chanced upon this while downloading Michael Andrews - Mad World. i could listen to tht song over n over again n over. (: pls download it (i noe its illegal, but make an exception for a beautiful song) n let me noe how many times you can listen b4 you wanna turn it off.

Michael Andrews - Mad World

all around me are familiar faces
worn out places, worn out faces
bright and early for the daily races
going nowhere, going nowhere
their tears are filling up their glasses
no expression, no expression
hide my head i want to drown my sorrows
no tomorrow, no tomorrow

and i find it kind of funny, i find it kind of sad
these dreams in which i'm dying, are the best i've ever had
i find it hard to tell you, i find it hard to take
when people run in circles its a very very
mad world, mad world

children waiting for the day they feel good
happy birthday, happy birthday
and they feel the way that every child should
sit and listen, sit and listen
went to school and i was very nervous
no one knew me, no one knew me
hello teacher tell me whats my lesson
look right through me, look right through me

on repeat;

michael andrews (from donnie darko) - mad world

Insomnia - 1Sleep - 0

2005-01-19T19:26:00.000+08:00

www.gettyimages.com

hi, im insomniac. and im not enjoying it. ):

next week's study break, then its the common test alr. ffa, macroecons, biz comp applications. 3 papers only n boy am i going to pia for fullmarks. -shiver- O the thrill of fullmarks. its been long since i gotten fullmarks for anything. -sigh- im getting stupider n stupider.. after tht its the much-awaited CHINESE NEW YEAR. GONG XI FAK CAI ! (: hahhaa. lamed. not going to eat too much seafood, flesh-eating seafood. X: yikes.

darling buttiepeng is such a dumb boy. last night i was feeling cranky n i was throwing tantrums like anything.. he went cycling at 9plus n i asked him to come back at 10. hhaha. so unreasonable but he obliged in the end.. sighsigh, where to find such an obedient husband huh. tell me. so ultra-dumb but super-sweet. (: -showers love al over d place- a loved girl is a happy girl.

ringing;

i hear wedding bells. do you ?

fuck me purple.

2005-01-16T01:18:00.000+08:00

WHAM BAM ALAKAZAM !
sorry for being so stagnant. stagnant pregnant mama.
stayed up til nw to complete my new purple blogskin ! WEEHOOOOO !

hows the purple stuffs ? (: so royal. woohoooo. i gotta say a big thank-you to lil for making me fall in love wif purple. lets just say she disgusted my disgust away. oh wells, fuck me purple.

school has been pretty alright. got projects here projects there and im so confused being the leader.. well the grp pple are my frens and i cant be too harsh on them right, but if im nt harsh how am i supposed to get things done ? >: feel so saddeneddd. im just nt cut out to be a leader.. im too mean. well everyone's gotta learn.. i hope they dont hold it against me for being a bad leader.

i miss my 07-526,
but i love my 17-46.

earcandy;

green day - boulevard of broken dreams

my SecretHidingPlace.

2005-01-10T15:12:00.000+08:00

my 05's been pretty lousy up til now.
nt tht i wanted it to be, it just does.
all d fights is pulling it down..
its either me being sensitive, or people are getting impolite n rude.

-shrugs- just hope tht things will turn out averagely alright, yes ? no ? left ? right ? up ? down ? (lilia style)

my SecretHidingPlace

i go into hidin without you, without nobody
carrying alongside my tears n fears
with nothing to sheid, nobody to protect me
i'll stay, i'll hide in my SecretHidingPlace.

should you find me there, alone
wont you gif me ur arms n say you would ?
or i'll just stay, i'll just hide
on my own, in my SecretHidingPlace.

farewell04.welcome05.

2005-01-01T23:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW 2005 !
- darlings, youre too nice. pls shave daily n i'll kiss you. psst, stubbles is such a turn-off.
- lilliarh&mates, good cocky fun mates. brought laughter n disgust into my boring 2004. many more returns ya ?
- shufen. oei pls take care of my pencil case n stop molesting my pooh.
- eunice yeo, youre d most patient person apart from storybooks n tv. i respect you for that. but im wishing all d best for you still.

but seriously this year's xmas&newyear wasnt tht special.. seems like any ordinary day. didnt 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 happy new year leh. >: last yr monks was maybe more thrilling tht this. -gags myself- played wif pooty, daniel at lilia's place. omg lilia pls tell me youre colourblind or sth. hiyaa, but just a small advise to make ur sacrifices worth n stay alrighttttieee n kickinnnn' ! -gropes pantat-

OH EWWWW. I CANT STAND STALE/BAD BREATH. makes me wanna stop breathing n close up all my pores. yikes yikes yikes. dont noe why pple wif breath dunno they smell like shit. its 1of my classmate. outcasted antisocialized smelly pig reincarnation. offered her gum but she didnt want. oh goddddddddd.

-runs away-

good nights, i've got a pimple outbreak.
great nights, i've got dehydrated nails.
groovy nights, my slippers dying me black.
gyrate-a-nights, pumping-a-humping.

`twentieth:December` my17th. our 2nd.

2004-12-26T20:26:00.000+08:00

this is wat i've been up to these days. i can dream in code too. biz computing applications is gonna suck. lets learn excel & access any1 ? -nods and dies away- but im the rep, must buck up ya ? (: im feeling great. and im scared tht this feeling will go away.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAY - 23/12/2004
little miss lilia, 17 is sweet. u only got 9 days statistically to be 17 in 2004. whereas i had 11months, fuck you. i lived 11months more than you. -slaps reebok-

MERRY XMAS EVE + DAY - 24-25/12/2004
family lunch at international building, coca steamboat. i feel so coca. like wala-wala.
then meet the xbox freaks at ps. dinner-ed at kfc and I NEED BUTTIE TO FEED ME CHICKEN PLS ? cos i cant get my fingers dirty and oily. i will melt and die. heh, rubbishhh.
met eunice, lois. gave her the superman comics n i got astroboy hankies ! thrs no little ones yet honeyy ! who use HANKIES !? alrights, i shall bring to sch. (:
walked to raffles, trained to boat quay, slumped at esplanade, touched buttie.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIEL ANGEL. I LOVE GAYS. TOO BAD THEY DONT LIKE GIRLS. >:
wait, i've got buttie. -slaps butt-

almost dumped buttie. >: i regretted saying those things immediately when they came outta my mouth. so mean. like ya la. must accept tht some pple just are not the study type ? but i gotta insist tht paper qualifications is almost all tht matters here, if ure toking singapore, financial stability, enuff to start a family, raise kids etc. hahahaaaaa. waaaahooooooo !

xmas is not worth celebrating.
wats all the hustle and tussle,
when its all over in a day.

thump-thumping;

yellow card - only one

i`miss&missed`school

2004-12-18T11:53:00.000+08:00

im sorry, im no vegan. i love cows. i love beef. mooooo.

ate nasi briyani n got food poison-ed on friday. buttie got it too. ): i ate 3mouthful, he ate the whole packet. imagine the pain. i went to the doctor's and she claims theres spasm in my abdomen. heys, im spastic. so didnt go sch but went to buttie's place. so pathetic. curse the damn nasi briyani shopkeeper. i miss lessons. i missed school.

gyrate: to revolve around a fixed point or axis; to oscillate or vary, especially in a repetitous pattern. -grins- lets gyrate.

7days to xmas. wat are ur xmas wishes this year round ? many new pairs of undies, santa claus ? i want guys tied up in ribbons+tht furry santa cap. weehee. -gyrates-

ringalingling;

jimmy eat world - last christmas

too.up.set.for.a.title

2004-12-15T15:15:00.000+08:00

u noe how gangsters scold "ka ni na" or "ka ni lao bu" and the scoldee gets really upset cos the gangsters are insulting their parents ?

i just felt that feeling.

and it isnt any euphoria u may be expecting. and wats worst ? the person insulting my father is actually my maternal grandmother. *heartbreak* like wanna take chair hit her head off. it isnt the first time and i really want it to stop. how ill-bred or un-bred or uncilivised can any grandma be so much as to insult her son-in-law infront of his 17 year old daughter ? seriously im more disturbed at her disappointing behaviour.

my wednesday just got ruined, thanks grandma.
although she may dote on me but those words she said will be in my memory for as long as she is still breathing.

no-monday-blues

2004-12-13T17:13:00.000+08:00

-rotates around like the ant-crawlin ngeeann xmas tree-

ExtraOrdinary People
1. saw this poor fragile old women. walking stick. pauses. cant walk. then.. puffs - her cig. hats off to this old women. cannot walk still wanna smoke.. *nods*

2. accompany mum to dancing class. this teacher-looking women start toking to me.. and starts bragging, bragging, and bragging. "ohh im so musically inclined ! i can dance so well ! my partner's standard too low for me ! i got so many champions ! the costumes cost $2000+ tailored from london ! ya i spent so much !!!" okay, i understand rich pple likes showing off. but bragging non-stop to a stranger is wierd. i still dont understand why pple love bragging so much ? do they do that to cover up their insecurites or just to earn popularity points ? anyhows, at least i noe a little more abt where they're coming from. sadcase.

3. lil miss liliarrhh ng. laughs non-stop. better stop laughing. ur piercings may just fly off. tapering ur pants ? how abt some pasar-malam pirated goods to go along ? dior, burberry, gucci, chanel. u name it we got it. brownmutants.

yups. pretty much lights up my life.
sat:town wif lilia, LINUS, polo-tee daniel, paedophile jonathan.
sun:mumDay. bugis, chinatown dancingclass, clementi to watch National Treasure. not bad but quite predictable la. happy ending. any1 gif me a show/movie without happy ending ? the virgin suicides ? haha.
mon:school is always cool.

winding up;

grandma's oldie chacha song

[F] - - - | -[E] (runningOnEmpty)

2004-12-10T13:32:00.000+08:00

[neat_mess.bmp]
by me, in msPaint.
(its supposed to be a mess inside neat squares. nw it looks like church glass deco.. >:)

1. first week of sch:-
1.1) disturbed raging hormones,
wierd blemishes, feverhead, untamed hair, headache, feetache, sorethroat, earpain.
1.2) unadjusted bio-clock,
early mornings make me grumpy but the morning air never smelled so good ! *sways*
1.3) new&wierd:lectures+lecturers+schmates.
greato. almost all my lect is at the super-farEnd. i :love: morning exercises. walk+hike+climb.
my IS classmates. got this ULTRA XXL MALAY FELLA.so round like Shrek sia. luckily brown nt green. brownshit. all the lecturers asking us to read the papers. the font so puny. how to read the papers sia. ughs !

2. countdown to buttieDay: 6days. i dont like being alone&widow-ed. >:

meeting up wif missExMonkey after sch these days. dont leave ngeeann&me. >:
"im emo. i will cry." transfer course dont transfer sch. np is fun is happening is hilly is smelly is old is run-down. EEEE ! EEEEEEE ! *runs away* whers LINUS.suit.bodyguard ?

santa baby, hurry down the chimney tonight.
AHH AHH AHHH AHHHHH !

wonders wats tonight's plans. monks anylesbody ? EEEEEEEEE ! nahh. i wanna watch $5 show at clementi. good old clementi. good old Ihsan.aka.wierd.ears. EEEEEE ! EEEEEEE ! *hides behind LINUS*

shooshing;

alicia keys - karma

SCHOOL IS COOL !

2004-12-05T14:06:00.000+08:00

by gettyimages.

well. wat else can i say ? i just miss sch so much. (:

and i must rmb not to eat anything with GARLIC.
the stench stays in ur throat for days. at least 1 day. -nods
garlic-less popiah, chickenrice, curry pls.

wats ur wishes/resolutions for the new sem ?
1. wear very-concealing clothes. i ~~was~~ am still traumatized.
2. every morning rmb my mask. my friendlymask to show pple in school.
3. study like a bulldog. oh my. how im gonna enjoy it !! *SO EXCITED*
*waves hand profusely*
i cant wait !
less than 24 hours away !
CAN U BELIEVE IT ?
ohmy. ohmy.
wakeup.washup.change.gosch.study.break.eat.
study.endschool.gohome.washup.eat.tv.slp
i love this cycle of life. makes me feel so satisfied.

buzzing;

N.E.R.D - she wants to move

tehpeng -addiction- tehpeng

2004-12-04T23:32:00.000+08:00

"im only happy when it rains" by deviantart.

tht pathetic creature, similar series to my blogskin pic.
i :love: puny, poor little things. awwwww. i'll do my crying in the rain..

these few days been supertired. must be withdrawal symptoms.
whrs my daily dosage of tehpeng ?
addiction already. *yawns* maybe i shud switch to coffee. drown in brown liquidd.

went to my mum's office to print schnotes. oh myyyy. i just love to make use of company resources for personal uses. haha next time i'll steal pencils&staplers frm my officee. wooheee~ then tiong bahru plaza for dinner wif my dadddddy. complain+complain. oh the fish&chips r HUMONGOUS ! abt 85% of an A4 sized paper. then shop arnd but bought nothing. fruitless day.

better go brush my teeth n slp. slping is gd for health. 8hours, no more no less. means im waking at 8am. wahahahaa. 8am mornings will start when sch (COOL !) starts. (: goodnights.

[the`night] age : stillyoung

2004-12-02T14:19:00.000+08:00

by volcom.

nowadays, the night is stillyoung/~~old~~/~~dead~~.
its new, at least for me.. towning at 9+ pm. wtf~ even if im staying close to town doesnt mean i hafta abuse the privilege rite ? or do i ? wakakaka.. met skaGirl, poootie, LINUS our bodyguard in a suit, then bum arnd, nonsense arnd then catch last bus home. the Adventures of superHero emo-SharonPeng. sharon been peng. we all bought 5 mcDonald's 25c icecream. 1 complimentary sia. i (l) cheapo stuffs.

I GOT MARRIED ! (:

yea right. buttie still in taiwan and im still underaged - until 2 months later ! WHOOOPER BURGERS ! its fun turning 18. i hope.
can i learn howta drive a vespa too, lilia ? we can ride like a tortoise to town. and breakdown and push the vespa alongside.
drive vespa. haha sharon go learn howta ride a bloody 2wheeled bicycles laaa ! haha..
biker ~~pro~~ husband + wife who dont noe how to ride.
(sorrie ya, not pro la.. so thick-skinned. amateur. amateur porn sia.)

wat time is it ?
peanut butter jelly time !
wat ?
peanut butter jelly time !
WAT ?!
PEANUT BUTTER JELLY TIME !
*some silly percussionsounds*
its peanut butter jellehh time ! (x4)
where he at ? (x4)
NOW
there he go ! (x4)
do the Peanut butter jelly
Peanut butter jelly
Peanut butter jelly with a baseball bat !
*applause*

make some noise;

buckwheat boyz - peanut butter jelly time

:losers.in.the.world.raise.ur.hands:

2004-11-30T15:33:00.000+08:00

by deviantArt.

this is a bloodyfact. ima bloody loser. and it just makes my day to be a loser.
i haf nothing to my name. it striked me last nite when i was insomnia-ing.

/ i dont do any sports. sports pple are so lean+interesting.
/ no musical researches. tho i played the bloodyflute+alittle piano+recorder.
/ draws worst than p1 kid.
/ my interests are so superficial, so surface.
/ cant cook. but can vacuum. (i jst vacuumed today !)
/ dont noe wats my style. ok.. fusion is bad according to lilia. but wearing a little of everything makes life happier.
/ cant keep ~~relationships~~ friendship in order. in the past.. i could never find my place in big cliques. i find myself inevitably putting on a mask whenever im wif alittle more pple. this is my own problem right ?
/ cowardly, timidly. cant even ride a frigging bike. im 17. still scared of the dark and loneliness.
/ not a least bit independent.

ok b4 u start dissing me tht im indulging in self-pity. i decided to point out my un-loser side..

/ i do ok-well in my studies. (total nerdddd.)
/ i got this down-syndrome fetish. i memorize bus-routes, and im so into bus numbers/routes.
/ cleanfreak. tidying up puts a load off my shoulders.
/ ermmm. anymore ? oh actually im quite super-tolerant. sometimes i get angry wif myself instead of the pple who piss me off. but its inflicting harm to myself right.. ohwell..

im sorry. cant tink of anymore.. i dont even noe. losers like me who try to avoid feeling loser. its so super loser loser. in my secsch days i dont noe wat im doing. betraying myself n my body. but nobody told me cos nobody knew wat i was doing.. come to tink of it i was so dumb i could hide in a corner n cry. and i always tink of so many things.. like the tv ad, or the fungi growing in the toilet, even picturing myself as someone i am not..
probably recently i've been hearing n experiencing some horrible things tht i've nvr expected.. or its the christmas season n im feeling paranoid. i've got a problem wif myself.. i dont noe how to cure it. ): i need a psychiatrist. or maybe its just the weather. dumdumdum.

*raises my hands to the title*

29/11/03 - 29/11/04

2004-11-29T01:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO ME+BUTTIEPENG !
(the picture gt nothing to do wif anniversary..)
he's not here to celebrate wif me.. sad. but its alright.
1 year leh.. not 1 month or 1 week. *grins wif content*
but theres a danger in loving someone for a long period of time..
you forgot if its the love or the reliance&dependence&circumstances thts making you stay.
but i've gotten so used to you, i dont wanna leave.

went hollandv wif my cool mum. WALA WALA CAFE BAR. i feel so wala-wala. had calamari fritti and.. TESTICLESIZED MEATBALLS ! just that it's rather darkbrown n hard, not lightbrown n soft n squashy. testicles. thrs 8 balls on the plate. feel so fearFactor. but thrs a cute mly servant.. i mean waiter. wakakakaka. drank shirleytemple. machiam limejuice. ok ima total tortoise when it comes to alcohol+drugs. i only noe sex. ah wtf. *runs home n hangs myself by the feet*

oh and abt the lightbulb ? im afraid of the dark. i hate switching off the lights n walking back to my bed in total darkness. i wish i can shoot the bulb like mr.bean. buy me a gun, anyone ?
[liliarushingmetofinishup.ok.*cums*im done.oh,sad(w)monkey.cute(f)buttie.]

listen;

the fridge humming. (?!)

eat:burn calories.

2004-11-28T02:55:00.000+08:00

[warning:this para all abt buttie+me+babies.]
somehow this pic reminds me of buttie.. the pants+legs. and so sweet, he's carrying a little boy. his baby boy. our baby boy. i always picture me+buttie+baby.. such a strongman could carry a baby by his hand sia. poor thing babe.
we used to say when our baby's 1, we teach him how to scold vulgarities. baby turns 2, teach him to ride a bike n go do stunts wif buttie. when he/she's 3, go join gang (lol. lame-dd) and so on.. i dunno how our child will turn out. awwwww.

today chill at hollandv, went town at 9.30pm. oh saw daphnekhoo at bus-stop. then met lilia's antface. real ants cuter la. wakakakakakakakakakakaka. fried ants, anyone ? then its stickering timee. seriously im glad we haf so much time on our hands during the hols. when sch starts im going to be so studious again. two frigging miserable As (2 out of 6 modules.) is NOT enough. oh ya. then in town we hiked frm paragon > cine > youth park > skate park > heeren > all the way to ps. i love hiking in town.
*feet starts to melt*
*eyes start to shut*

booming;

rammstein - du hast

:so.sad.with.the.whole.world:

2004-11-27T01:12:00.000+08:00

i fell into a dramaSerial as of late.
1. static sparks. some say physics some say paranormal beings. so i freaked out.
2. sneeze the entire day. abt 100 times. nose sore from wiping mucus.
3. went to a motherfucker's chalet, even brought him stuffs, but got totally neglected. im sorry lilia for the badhosting. i didnt expect it to be that bad. the food tasted like plastic. ughs. motherfucker didnt intro us to anybody n we just sat there feeling SUPER EXTRA. i feel like losing a ~~friend~~ now.
4. somehow i realized the world is abt looks+looks only.
5. failure larhhhhs.

maybe i feel so rotten cos nobuttie's here to hear me thru. but come to tink of it, if he's here i wont go to tht fuckedup chalet in the first time n none of this will happen. i haf only myself to blame. i deserve to go to jail too.

ps: next time when myfrens, you all go out wif me. carry ropes for me to hang myself. put an end to me suffering from visual-agony.

peanutbutterJELLEHtime(x3)

2004-11-26T14:53:00.000+08:00

OMG !
I AM STATIC !
i love kicking up a bigfuss over nothing.
i send blueSparks to my static blankie.
(its physics, not paranormal beings.)
but still..
-sttttzzzppp-

missingButtie:Day1

2004-11-26T01:42:00.000+08:00

my boyfriend is officially outta town, or country for tht matter.
well at least dont hafta deal wif the sadness of him leaving.. but i missed his last goodbye call frm the airport. nvm.
he's in taiwan. can call+sms. 15c/global sms. SingTel charge. SO CHEAP ? haha.. can flood his inbox man.. still nt feeling the loneliness but it'll set in. ): i miss buttie i miss buttie i miss buttie !

So kiss me and smile for me
tell me that you'll wait for me
hold me like you'll never let me go
'cause i'm leaving on a jet plane
don't know when i'll be back again
oh babe, i hate to go..

ok la.. nt gonna flood my blog wif buttiebuttiecutebutt stuffs. shawnSzetho's bday countryclub chalet tml.. happy bday to youuuu youre born in the zooooo. he's gonna get a present soooooooooo sweet. eunice+lois pls go n show face.. shawnszetho leh. ]: hahhahaa..
hows the pictures ? so cute. so puny-ifed. thts all. i feel lousy.

sing-a-long;

aslyn - thts when i love you

i:love:myskin

2004-11-25T02:17:00.000+08:00

AYE AYE CAPTAIN !
pictures; i turned narcissist.
of us; i love buttie.
(no soapy lovesongs. pop-ups Kills.)

oh boy. he's catching the 7am flight out. couldnt bear to think abt it. ~):
sobs. cries. whines.
i noe he'll b back but somehow my heart acts like he's nv returning.
*touchwood*
im gonna miss him so much.
"youre so far away. but i'll fly to you to say gdnite."
-this an sms i sent to him last nov b4 we got together. how sweet. lets fly. buy wings frm topshop n fly. : if i could i'll fly to taiwan to see him.

(to be continued.)

huge raindrops splashing. blop. blop.

2004-11-23T15:08:00.000+08:00

rainy days always makes me think. everybody likes rainy days. so cold outside, so fuzzy inside. (: makes me wonder why pple sing rain, rain, go away..

even though we're far apart but no timezones apart, still on the same planet and under the bright shiny moon. im going to miss you and every part of you. happy advanced 1 year anniversary dear. weehee. so glad for us..

its raining like poop man. going out wif lilia for halfpriced waffles. call me cheapo pls. hot piping waffles sounds nice on a rainyday right ?

blop,blop;

raindrops keep fallin on my head

rollercoaster-emotional-ride.

2004-11-22T01:38:00.000+08:00

fri; walk+window shopping wif lilia at peninsular plaza. woohoo~ now i realized, ever more, where n how malay mats/minahs got their stuffs. cheap clothings n stuffs at peninsular. [not implying theyre cheapo pple, i like cheap stuffs too.] thrs even a JUMBOSHOP, for the Xtra large. and the clothes are not baddd ! one serving of JUMBOBoys pls ? and went bugis+bugis village.

sat+sun; beach rd wif mydumbboy to get fishing stuffs. FISHIN' ! how cool.. but it was hot. ): ate some famous duckrice/muttonsoup/kwaychup. wenta some boonlayplace-lookalike lowclass shops beside KampongGlam n found sth for liliarrrhhhs. ATTICUS tee. small sizedd !
then bugis to shop. its X'MAS SALES SHOPAHOLICS !!! (yea u all already know.) babydarling bought damn alot of things. billabongshirt, hugoBoss, hushpuppies underwear, underwear, sexy underwear.. was bloodyhell upset n cried for abt 2-3 times. sometimes we jst gotta accept the fact tht guys are sometimes plain dumb+crude. anyhoos, slept over, no insomnia howevers. *more abt insomnia laters. sunday relax at home, napped, then went dinner at bt timah. buttered prawns, porkchop, onion omelette, oystersauced veggie. *YUMMY* tink its Five Star somethingsomething, Kampong Chicken shop. (:
[hungry girl is angry girl. full girl is happy girl.]

*insomnia; seriously i got it. but tink i found out why. must be the ti-lam. the bedbugs-infested ti-lam. i removed it. pls pray tht i haf insomnia no more. :
got more inferential things to blog abt, maybe tmr. its abt human relationships. sth i found out, which maybe u knew, but i just feel like blogging abt it.

SHOUT; random songs in LimeWire.

pacMon-Invasion: [holland.v]

2004-11-17T22:14:00.000+08:00

hand drawn pacMon production at coffeebean today ! abt 20-30 pacMons borned. ~(:
locations: staircase, delifrance, parking lot signboard.. n my lift ! haha lamedddd.
*pumppumppump*
photos shud be out at lilliarhhh's.

OMG. ATE 7-11 MASHED POTATOES. soooofriggingDelicious ! be jealouss. highly recommend kays ! (for soothing sore throats too.) hahaaa yummy lick it up. doggayyys. gettin jiggy wif it. lol.. alrighties, no more rubbish. (X

i'll rather be here
than anywhr wif you.

pacManMonster attacks!

2004-11-15T01:21:00.000+08:00

finally updated yes ? like the new skin ? hahaa.. i like pathetic arses who stands in the rain like <-. STICKERING ! pacManMonster, pacMan. its fun. lilliiarrrhhh draw i paste. hahhaa.. pastepastepaste. stickstickstick. i :love: this girl who lent me Hitler DVD+greenshirt. thankiews. ur the sweetest gerbil around.

meat is still murder n dairy is still rape. pls lets all be vegans(vegetarians). x-grrrls.

caught theVirginSuicides at lilia's house. drew pacMan. stick at bus-stops n 970. OUR bus. (: its really such a coincidence tht i moved to my grandma's n thrs this bus connecting me to him, directly. the Gods must be blessing us. hahaaaa. wtf. coming 29th is ANNUAL anniversary already. i :love: my buttie too. i :love: you, buttie.

cranking up;

[emo] saves the day - anywhere wit you

new emobestfriend.

2004-11-06T02:15:00.000+08:00

hello, ultralong entry alert. thankyous.
yeahh, theres this little red itchy spots on my shinysexylegs. 1, either bedbugs on the ti-lam or 2, irritated skin frm the Veet. boohoohoo, prays tht it goes away. its raining outside as i blog n i feel great, except theres this rumbling feeling in my large intestines. prob nidta shit. boyy i am getting too crude. stop me. ):

(toiletbreakkk!)
thurs; met my new emobestfriend lilia at Xsq, with LINUS (notice the CAPS thnks..) her fren, who was wearing armyboots. wow suddenly i feel so relieved my abang/bungs/peng/buttcute/darlingling looks so fineee in his smart4+armyboots. authentic. anws, pics at lilia's blog. i found a nice jeans at.. at.. at.. giordano. i'd prob get long tops to cover any traces of giordano, if yr anti-giordano. i was anti-massproductionclothings. but its nice i promise i'll get it over the weekends + white/black/neonpink rubber beachslippers. im sorry emobestfriend, my sneakers arent retro enuff to be emo. emo. need yr guidance ya.
anyhows we went taka+fareast i didnt get anything but she was suddenly overwhelmed by this supervishnuGodpowerINDIE fashion. *pretends to be shocked* hahaa but clothes-makers arent thoughful to us, we found out, cos nowadays clothes are made for either: flat-chested, extra long-legged, big-footed, short-torso altercap whores ! //we went for supper at bt timah, banana prata. yummy. wif curry. hmmm hot+sweet. its always good to haf somebody to confide in, esp when we're almost been through similar shits. toktoktok over tehpeng.//
i learnt a new vocab. altercapwhores. meaning: aLtErcApS wHoReSs~ so to smallboobies freaks, good for you. muahahaaa.. we shud crapOut more often, b4 sch starts. but hey, we're in the same sch right. we can crapOut in schhhoool. SCHOOLS COOL. (: it is. imaSuperNerd. cant wait for sch to start n get my brains cracking again. i see a bright+long future for myself, i do. (oh this is called selfhelp. pls selfhelp yrself.) seriously i dont understand why pple dont like studying.. study yr way to a good+loaded future. i will. *nods* hehe i must be missing school. awww. i miss canteen food. i miss doing homework.
(taking a breather. *breathes*)
mygolly, its 2am. i've been insomia-nic for the past few days. slping at avg 4am, toss n turn in bed for hours. *sigh* wats going on.. unbalanced raging hormones i must be facing. nono i will go to bed early, wake up early tml to a new day. wait its already tml. ):
my wish for the day is- to be able to fall asleep.. insomia isnt fun anymore.

dont attempt to anger me, thankyou.

2004-11-03T01:08:00.000+08:00

//wats the point of purposely making somebody else angry ? tht's almost the most retarded thing to do, if ur mentally sound n nt an idiot or sth. barhhhhhhhhhx.

town wif liliaa againn ! whooooopeee we can master the art of doing nothing in town ! walk walk walk tok tok tok eat eat eat walk walk walk look look look laugh laugh laugh stone stone stone read read read. she bought her fishnet armwarmers.. looks warmm~ then i ate ebi fritters at yoshinoya. nt bad taste like crab claws. :spins: went skate park to get fucked my mosquitoes. horny pervertss ! must be the Veet, left me smooth legs tht attract mosquitoes. SHOOO ! head to borders to read. (: read the penis book. educationall~ dunno why but im aching all over. need to sleep w/o the fucking scary dreamssss ! [i dreamt of exams agn last nite. how horridddd.]

brushing teeth is such a chore. blingbling wannnabes can go lick birdshit.

yr secret's safe wif me.

2004-11-02T02:01:00.000+08:00

i did sth wonderful, i continued to dream the dream i was dreaming ! u understand ? yess, and worst part i dreamt i was having an exam. wtf, i must be experiencing post-exam stress. hahaaa, but how often can you continue the dream ? i must be to lucky, lucky lucky luckyy~ then i woke up at 1 eventually.. to the thunderstorm which raided singapore today. *dance in the rain. and thts why i cant slp til now. peeweee~

weekends was superduperubergoopergropertuperfun wif my babysocksie liliarhhh wif the star earrings and black'n'white socks. (: //but my friday went ok too, wore my off shoulder/almost transparent top which cost me $12 (cheapskate i noe, bahhh.) went for dinner at kennyrogers, some stupid quarrel but all's well and i love my buttcute darling who is going away soon. *sobs* nonetheless it was really a rollercoaster ride in the eleven months.// saturday, out wif liliaa to ps wif 2 of her frens. reminds me of LAO FU ZI. one big, one thin. thankyou for reminding me the world is full of humours. inject some into me. tokcock sessions then Xbox. and i further confirmed tht im not a gamer person. im a jarjarbinks/old schh. old sch. *reminisicent* watched exorcist, hmmmmm, nt tht scary but.. i dont wanna tink abt it. )x teehee. fun weekend.

oh yeah, try the Veet hair removal gel wif the scraper. i tink it works fine. i love to watch american's next top model i loveeee sara. looks so exotic. hahaaa i like shandi too. nerdyygirl. i love to chew ice, been my addiction for years. i still love to chew ice, esp the half hard half soft kind. nobody noes the feeling man. its like climaxing~ woobbabybaby.

"we're like painting walls.. the bottom layers nt dried yet and we're forcing new paint on top of it. problems not solved but more problems piling on us."

hear;

thunder in the distant.

my heart breaks every 29th

2004-10-29T14:04:00.000+08:00

i eat back my words. i ought to slap myself for being so silly. every month i pray n hope tht i'll be the happiest girl in the world. somebody slap me pls. im in utter shock n disgust tht i hafta be disappointed every single 29th. thank you for everything.

californication~ cock~

2004-10-29T13:30:00.000+08:00

Cheers to our 11th month anniversary ! We made it through the loving n hating.. :)

I love him so much. *notice HIM not YOU, cos he doesnt read. (-____-) so i wont bother. Boooo ! but the months seem to fly by wif a fly guy, n we'll fly high (?) oh anyways, hope he'll bring me out for a long-awaited, well-deserved dinner.. I havent been receiving any pressies frm him for a long time alrdyy. *grins* but he rather buy himself a Gundam/DuHast/Transformer toyS. yea, "a toyS" he said. i never knew i can love a silly boy like this..

Know the saying, guys not bad, girls dont love (direct translation) ? how true.. I wouldnt mind loving guys tht's so bad/reckless/mean.. haha they are so irresistible. But being in a relationship wif a badboy, most prob u'll inflict all the hurts/unhappiness to urself, n keep it to urself.. u dont even dare to speak ur mind infront of them, being so afraid u'll lose them. End up venting the frustrations on ur own body n pple arnd you, not worthy miss. but as an onlooker, im so tempted into leaving him for a badboy.. BUT ! im not tht silly 14 year old young girl anymore. I'd rather settle for someone as buttcute as him.. buttcute/dickcute/fuckcute lol new vocabs la.. so for the time being, im still sticking to him. sharon&peng company pte ltd. :)

cock~ <- this look fucking amusing to me.. not the ~ but the ~ behind the cock ! look: cock~ looks like a wiry cock~ wif a strand of wiry~ hair~ behind it.. lolx. okiess, its time for News ! byeee.. cock~

the guitarpick fell into the hole

2004-10-28T16:37:00.000+08:00

feeling the flow ! trusted protection.. D.... Dettol ! mymyyyy, did u see the listerine ad ? he looks like he's gonna gulp down the cup of bluelisterine. tastyyyy ! i didnt on the aircon last nite.. how often does it rain like tht. woohooo. i hope it rains n rains n floodddd ! how fun ! im staying on the 13th floor. flooood you all away. lol. no offence (: green pink black yellow turqoise red wats ur fave colour ? wait whers the blue m&ms ? yeahhhh. a mountain of laundry ! i would love to go for housewife training yes ? how sweet.. sweat dripping all over her bodyyy. i must i must ! i must ! wifeyworld.com - porn. pornification~.

"so be it."

2004-10-27T11:54:00.000+08:00

QUIZ TIME !

can any kind souls explain wats the meaning of the phrase "so be it" ?
is there a difference between talking wat u meant frm ur heart, and making a repeated conclusive sentence derived frm another person's sentence ?
can anyone fall asleep within 2 mins when he/she is expecting his/her gf/bf to call ?
can anyone understand "i dont like to be left alone" ?
who is so silly to off ur hp when ur expecting calls ?
if ur really upset n scared wat do you do ? if hurting urself is wat came to ur mind would you do it, even if u noe its the most childish thing in the world ?

Im turning into a deadfrozenchicken cos of Dick*(names haf been changed to protect identity). Dick makes me dead cos he keeps hurting me. Dick makes me frozen because of the shock i get everytime he does sth so reckless. Dick makes me a chicken cos... (confidential). So.. sad.. I thot Dick Thick*(changed surname) wouldnt be so careless.. no matter how hard i try to soften Dick up he's just so hot-headed. (OH MY, SO SUGGESTIVE.) *sigh* i shud stop complaining abt Dick Thick, afterall he's Dick Thick.

the music dieded wif the deadfrozenchicken.

BIRDSHIT !

2004-10-26T17:08:00.000+08:00

Im bored today. are you bored ? i'll help you. click here if u are ok-bored. click here, courtesy of apple. play this if u like sims. oooh yes.

Would u tell someone/stranger if they did birdshit, BIRDSHIT, somewhere on them but they dont noe ? Hahaa, i dont usually wont want to tell, it'll be fucking embarrassing to him/her.. right ? It'll better to found out yrself when ur hm or in the toilet.. yikes ! smelly birdshit ! erm.. I didnt smell it. i dont noe if its smelly. maybe u can find out for me. thankyou.

Haf you tried the new Durex Love ? Somebody said he'll try it n tell me how it feels. thanks to evan teo. yess evan teo. somewhere in my black heart i wished the condom will break on him n he gets into deepshit. *jiggles* nahhh it'll horrifying for condoms to break on pple. Hope he enjoys it. yeahhh.

I've been wasting 2 precious day of my hols doing nothing but staying at hm n rot ! THIS CANT GO ON ! I MUST GO OUT N SHOP ! tml town wif peili but wat abt thurs n fri ?! WHY ARE ALL MY FRENS SO BUSY ? *WAILS* i want to buy a shopping buddy.. oh toking abt BUDDIES, apple is my official gympartner ! we're going bt gombak gym to workout ! SHAG THOSE FLABS AWAY ! suddenly my entry LOOKS SO OVERWHEMLED by BLOCK letters ! (at least its better tHaN tYpInG lIkE tHiS cOs iT lOoKs qUiTe vErY iRrItAtInG n iT hUrTs mY pInKy tO kEeP pReSsInG tHe sHiFt.) alrightbyebyeee ! i say COCKADOOADOO ! repeat ! COCKADOOADOO !

black plastic condoms round my arms

2004-10-25T14:08:00.000+08:00

*UPDATE !* contented ? yes mdm yes mdm.

Baa baa black dick, haf ya any sperms ?
YES MDM YES MDM, 2 balls full.
None for my girlfren, none for my ex..
but both for the horny one reading this text.

Miss lady sharon is finally done wif her damned exams n a new skin. *spins like the taggie* The papers are fine, could finally tally the balances of my accounts. I am a happy gal. :D 1 month of holidays after 4 months of happyshit.

I like this skin. can you spot the butterflies ? can you spot "breasts" ? oh man oh man. all this looks so old english times where ladies went for tea n scones, carrying their brollys, wearing corsets n having huge breasts. yummmy i say ! they sure had nice romantic sex last time, picture this: a room high in the castles, huge windows wif curtains fluttering wif the night wind.. candlelights dim, you and him(or her.) on the grand canopy bed wif white sheets and plush pillows.. hot steamy sweaty sex i suppose ? aye aye captain. *nods* compare this to: hotel 81(or the hangout hotel) blowing aircon freezing ur ass off, window scenery-flats, next door, corridor, lousy squeaky beds, you and him, no foreplay just thrust n romp. sadd case. i prefer the former. wats YR sexual fantasy ? rats, lilia ?

Towned wif lilia on sat. this girl is as fun as an exploding toilet bowl under ur ass. she blows ur ass away. yes ? hahahaa wateva fuckkamama. i'll wait patiently til ur cash drops frm the skies then we'll go get more blackplasticcondoms n hunt for somemore black patches arnd the Glorious Dead. oooh, im so impressed. dump mrhairysticklegs. hairystickdick. yikes oh my god. good luck, thts all i can offer. *heaves a sigh of relief cos i don own a hairystickdick.* but a big THANKS for helping me. i love you missgaybitch.

spinning;

nelly & christina aguilera - tilt yr head back

i made someone's day.

2004-10-19T13:21:00.000+08:00

Who ? The bus conductor.. those who check if u tapped ur ezlink or paid.. :)
Coincidentally, i forgotten to bring my ezlink.. (and i paid $2, and $1 for my trips to sch).. and i showed him the bus ticket.. lol, he must be glad, after one whole day of tapping useless ezlinks he can tear up my ticket. yeahhhhh, lol he looked like he's gonna explode while tearing my ticket. baarrrrrghhhh~ :):)
Econs was fine.. didnt haf time to check thoroughly.. bloody invigilators toking so loud larr.. :( if i don get my AD i'll sue them. lol.. kk *humble* ya ? 2 down, 2 to go.. ooooh weee~ (ting ting dong dong) i can hear the beats thumping n the music blasting coming my wayyy !
*SIGH* being a miss perfectionist as i said.. im getting sick of my blogskin again.. damnnn. HTML isnt fun, i tink i'll get somebody to do a skin for me. yesss.
//imissmydarlinglingssslikeimissyupigummybears.

play;

shawn colvin - sonny came home

budget airlines - oligopoly ?

2004-10-17T17:06:00.000+08:00

Somebody tell me is the budget airlines market structure in Singapore OLIGOPOLY or PERFECT COM or MONOPOLISTIC COM or MONOPOLY.. rubbish to you ? nvm.. (: only smart pple (like me) knows..
Yep, i ought to be studying now.. but i changed the colours on the skin.. and i tink the colour combi sucks.. haha.. wateva la. my pic is taken frm apple's picture gallery.. hope u don mind !
Oh yes, go download Yahoo! insaniquarium ! cuteeee game.. irritating guppies n horsemen looking monsters.. haf fun ya ? But only can play for 60 mins. darnned. better than nothing laa.
Going for haagan daz (how to spell it..) for dinner later to celebrate my sis' bday.. YUM ! im so looking forward to it i cant concentrate anymoree.. hahaa.. oh no, i'll grow more fats ! i sayyy FATS ! nasty !

*SONG OF DA WEEK*
Nitty - Nasty Girl
//freakkking nice.. horny tooo ! yea. :]

$ money money moneyy $

2004-10-16T13:20:00.000+08:00

I work all night, I work all day
to pay the bills, I have to pay
Ain't it sad
And still there never seems to be
A single penny left for me
That's too bad.. In my dreams
I have a plan if I got me a wealthy man
I wouldn't have to work at all
I'd fool around and have a ball

Yesss, get myself a rich boy ya ? and to those who haf rich boyfriends, cling on to them, i'll go to yer ball yes ? Money makes the world go round.. ($_$) everything, every problem boils down to money, yes moneyyyy the root of evil n the essence of happiness. *wry grin*
Its my Official Muggy Weekend Mixxxxxxxx ! DU HAST ! TurboCharged ! more stats today n tmr.. but i gotta go thru econs too, cant be complacent larrrr ! lol, im so *humble* ok ? (: 6 more days to freedom americaaaaaaaaaa !
Do you support BUSH or KERRY ? bushhhyyyyyyshhyyyshyyyy cuteSHYants ! longhairedCUTIE shy ants ! lols, laalaalaaaaa.. im bored, got this frm friendster.. so you know how really bored i am to do this.

26 question in alphabetical order from A to Z
A - Age: 17, turning 18 in 4 months !
B - Brands usually bought: calbee, marigold.. yummy !
C - Career in future: housewife ? (: nah, prob some office work..
D - Dancing as a career??: nt career, prob pastime only la..
E - Easiest person to talk to: my mum, shes fun to tok wif !
F - France or England: france sounds nice.
G - Gunbound or Ragnarok: neither.
H - Hometown: bukit batok, up in the hills..
I - Instruments: flute !
J - Jungle or Sea-side: sea ! beachhhhh !
K - Kids: 2 is enuff..
L - lefty or righty: righty..
M - Meat or Vegetables: i eat my greens.
N - Number of siblings: one elder sis. is enufffff !
O - Open Minded or Close Minded: open minded laaa.
P - Phobia[s]: dampness, stray hairs.. yes..
Q - Quantity or Quality (for anything): quality. i dont nid a 100 useless ugly guys. i nid one cute lil boy to keep all by myself.
R - Reason to smile: so my face wont sag when im old.
S - Song you sang last: its over now - natasha thomas
T - Time you woke up: 11 am
U - Unique feature: lots of moles can. im a dirty woman stay away !
V - Vegetable you hate: asparagus =X
W - Worst attitude: mine ? prob always NOT saying sorry.. tho its my fault.
X - Xavier or Jean Grey: lol i personally like the name xavier. (:
Y - Yolk or Egg White: hardboiled - yolk, salted - white
Z - Zodiac: aquariuss.

fun ! DONE ! yupi gummy burgers gotta go back to muggingggggggggggggg ! like staceyy's mom ! hornybabysongs i lovee ! classic horny songs yes ? YESSS BABY ! byttessss ! :D:D:D:D

business statistics

2004-10-15T18:22:00.000+08:00

Haha.. Didnt noe of any better titles.. Thts wat has been going thru my mind these days man.. numbers, numbers n more numbers ! now i realized i didnt love numbers tht much anymore. ):
Too much of a good thing aint good for you everytime right ? I learnt tht frm boonee. for the pics go to her blog here !
Last night's Singapore Idol was sick.. lol i dont like JERRY ONG. LOL, go read the mean stuffs. AND I TINK OLINDA CHO, PLS DONT BE THE FIRST SI. Singapore is not butchland lar. SICK, dunno why the judges like her.. bloody butch, not handsome, not pretty.. wear tight tops show wat ? BREAST ? OOOOH WEEE, which guy would like hers ? haha nt implying tht mine is very appealing. yikes, it'll spoil our image ! hahaaa nvm i got nothing against butches. they're cool.. (but not olinda cho pls ?)

countdown
2 more days to exams
7 days to freedom

digging;

Shola Ama (f/ The Pirates, Naila Boss) - you shud really know

boon ee's bday!

2004-10-13T11:43:00.000+08:00

We're going town ! to eat sushi ! for boonee's bday !
Im gonna wear my black dress ! COOL ? i hate this dress, flattens my chest, to be un-crude. but i love it la, if nt i wont get it right ?
So guilty man, nxt week my final exams n here i am, going out for sushi like theres no tomorrow ! hahaa, nah boonee my alien fren i love you so im sacrificing ! im a les ! so full of exclamation marks today ? yeah !
I hope it wont be too revealing, reveal my FATS. utter cow udders flubber FATS ! I nid to go liposuction. somebody gif me the money to go lipo pls ? its only 12, meetng boonee at 1.30. shit la, nothing to do nw.. Prance arnd in my dress ? @_@
Shes bringing her digi-cam so i'll link up the pictures ya ? OH DAMN, i dont haf any presents for her ! =X tink i'll get her sth when we shop later. aliens will rule the world 1 day. *feel so liting*
I tink i shud bun my hair up.. cos ponytails look childish for a dress right ? bunnybunnygrannybuns ! aight aight.. better stop my useless entry. byeee, happy 17th bday boonee !
BUT im turning 18 reeeeally soon ! 4 more months ? LEGALLY CLUB-ABLE.

grooving;

kayne west - all falls down

lalalalala.. lalalalalalala..

2004-10-12T20:38:00.000+08:00

* Must hear : Natasha Thomas - Its over now ! *

What kind of love have you got
You should be home but you're not
I don't wanna believe that it's over now
I could be wrong but I'm not
and you're still think you're on heart
I don't wanna believe that it's over now

Nice ehhh ?! hahaa.. lolz yeaps !
Went kap to study stats wif junwei n mark. he brought PLAYBOY yes ? Mr junwei here doesnt noe the meaning of mugging, n dont tink he ever visits kap. hooligans wannabe lar.. bobby is mentally sick. Mark has smelly feet n smelly farts. =\ oh well.. im sure it only applies to this MARK, dont worry girl. :) *sigh* but i dont tink i'll ever understand the reason behind stats..
no hope of promoting to a U, if i dont get straight As n Bs all the way.. :(

5 more days to exam
10 more days to end of exams !
countdown wit meeeee to happiness, gayness, gladness ooooh weeeee~ im happy, happy to the core bitter sweet tenderness.

WHAM BAM SEX !

2004-10-10T01:20:00.000+08:00

Im in a happy happy mood today..
Got facial at Wax Affairs at holland v.. no waxing for me though ! yikes..
My brows got threaded, and it hurts so damn much i wasnt tearing, i was sobbing, mucus n all. so fucking pain, its double the hurt compared to plucking, just tht it last only 1 minute. so its intensed so to say. but the effects nt bad.. they got the loose hairs at the sides..
Then went shopping at.. clementi ! hahaaa happy neighbourhood place. Got 2 tops, a new hp case and.. HENNA PASTE ! YUMMMMY ! hahaa it cost me 5 bucks lar, i bet tht cunning woman purposely sold me more ex cos i wasnt black like her. muahahahahaa oops. =X

So, today was an i-am-so-fucking-happy day ! matching title la, wham bam sex ! and nt to forget, my new skin ! i edited most of it.. but looks too grayscaled. i'll add colours when im free.. tag ok ? TAG. TAG.

But if you think you're gonna get away from me
You better change your mind
You're going home
You're going home with me tonight

still loving;

kevin lyttle - turn me on

kit kat kubes.

2004-10-08T01:28:00.000+08:00

I feel utterly lazy, to the core.
been blahbering so much abt doing this doing tht, but didnt do anything in the end.
sighhh, wonder how come i can tolerate lusting over so many things but didnt do it til now.
If i die tml i'll haf a thousand and one regrets.
I dont want to die like this.. man, i must do something wif my life.. seriously.

im always looking at other pple/things n wished i had those too. jealousy? i dont noe.. maybe im just nw cherishing things i haf right now. arent i? ):

Everybody else is happy n gay, laughing n joking but i just feel im standing in a dark corner looking at them. I MUST BE IN DEPRESSION. lol.. and i finally confirmed tht im perfectionist-ic. i get upset when things dont look perfect. but lazy me stil dont do anything to change the things tht arent perfect. i nid a new piece of skin to get rid of the scars. its mental, how can i change sth thts in my head? im getting a headache, and spots on my body. im sick man. stay clear.

(p/s: happy birthday, whoever.)

loving;

nelly - flap yr wings

lets do it like they do on the discovery channel.

2004-10-04T13:29:00.000+08:00

*GASP*

Hahaa.. rmb tht horny song.. u and me baby arent nothing but mammals, so lets do it like they do on the discovery channel. *innocent smile.

Woke up late for econs lecture.. but im gonna meet LITING later.. LEK ! haha, gonna study accounts together.. sometimes i reallie would prefer a dumb liting over some old, childish, perverted classmates of mine.. Now i realize how i didnt treasure my old frens.. oh lets nt get mushy, anyways exams in 2 weeks time.. FEEL THE ADRENALINE. oh man its hilarious, lili did YOGA DEMO fr the presentation. sacha, u oughta be here my hips were aching frm laughing. mean.. haha.. byebyeebabies !

this is a saturday, wasted.

2004-10-02T16:29:00.000+08:00

Im home on a saturday.. haha.. No curfews, no nothing.. but DA YI MA ! period time is here.. lol, sorry to sound rude. I noe its silly to stay hm juz cos of tht but cramps isn't nice larhh. but still, i don't tink i'll ever forget THE FLOW. hahaaa.. But to tink of it, its kinda sick to annouce tht ur feeling THE FLOW everytime u stand up, rite ? nt me who invented it anyways, or was it ?

"ARHHHH CAN YOU FEEL THE FLOWWW ?! " x(

I hate pple knocking / ringing my doorbell. So troublesome.. stupid dumbos, if its impt they could call.. and today is SAT, no one is supposed to be home. jst nw 2 suspicious looking guys rang the bell, i didnt open. then I peeped thru the hole n saw them toking to the next door women.. guess wat they were.. k the word is.. EVANGELISM-IST. they go round door to door spreading the word of God. its good but does it work ? People'll be so disturbed by the fact they're coming all the way to ur house like some conmens wat.. and if we wanna noe the word of God we'll be going to church ourselves, i bet, or i hope everyone would haf known a little abt it ? Alritee nvm better stop b4 i offend anyone.

digging;

fastball - the way

it rains nowadays;pitter patter.

2004-09-30T23:09:00.000+08:00

Happy 10 months anniversary to us.. been a long n tough journey but we made it thus far. =D *hugs* (dear u better be reading huh.. deserve to be smacked.) hahaaa, dont noe how magical pple can get, make me fall in love over, over n over again wif you.
It seems so real, this relationship, cos my family noes, n urs definitely.. not an under-the-covers kinda thing.. No presents fr me.. but nvm.. *muahhhhs*

CONGRATULATIONS, N CELEBRATIONS.. lalalalaaa. "Sharon is a happy gal" today.. vv happy, why ? cos i got 80, 87 n 91 for my test 2 results.. happy anotttt ?! *beams like an ass* smart larhhhs. hehe.. nahhh, i studied tht's why.
My advice: STUDY HARD when u do study. hahaa actually depends on luck too. haha LAYDEE LUCK shining on me. wenta sch 2dae to pass sachaboobies her student cardd.. all dee wayyyy ! its okay i love ya babyys i'll miss you badly. *smoooches* lol. *squeezes*

was wondering wat u guys do while ur waiting fr ur bus to come ? I get soo bored everytime waiting fr 61, sooo long.. but i love taking buses. i do ! only when i've got a comfy seat, n its not super cold (which 61 mostly is.) haha i'll pass by some POLICE KINS TRAINING CAMP everyday n pweeeooooooweeettt~ handsome guys in uniform ? hahaa sorry i prefer my guy in camou green, happy yakky boots n all, smelling of sweat. yikes.

spinning;

d.kay n epsilon - barcelona

stinkyyynine.

2004-09-28T11:24:00.000+08:00

Heyheyyss, my new blog !
for those of u wondering wats stinkynine.. ask my darling.. :)
I added a shoutbox so leave ur comments ya ? or nonsense wateva..

Sheeshh, im having stats test later but im stil fooling ard wif my blog.. haaa, nvm i'll study aft tis post.. *sigh* i guess i better nt start the blog wif a sad entry.. oh well, Life is short, cant be sad all the time rite ? -tinks of evil plans fr my hols- haha.. i better list all of them down b4 i forget !

SEN-TOOTS-STAAA ! sentosa i meant.. Sun, sand, sea, sk*mpy, sexy guys ! woooooo yeah, i miss going there during the last holidays.. would any1 go wif me ? :D
CHANGI AIRPORT.. Nope no plans to go overseas yet.. (but i hope !) going there wif andy cos.. heez, better nt say..
SHOP, til i drop. sch has been hecticcc rite up to my neck ! I'd better update my wardrobe or im nt stepping outta my house ! i nid tops, bottoms, underwear, outerwear, bags, wallets, pencil cases, this and that etc.. :D
Catch up wif my frens.. I miss my frens esp peili n eunice.. *hugs* better make urself free k..

oooohh yeah baby, are u jealousssss ?! oooooooh goshhhh i cant wait ! BRING IT ON BABY ! but b4 all tht fun, i shud be going off to study.. aiming for 'A's ! haaaaa.. seeya, seeya !